{"id":5542,"date":"2026-02-06T17:30:43","date_gmt":"2026-02-06T14:30:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/?p=5542"},"modified":"2026-02-06T17:30:43","modified_gmt":"2026-02-06T14:30:43","slug":"abi-merhaba-merhaba-doktorum-adini-sanini-daha-sonra-dillendirecegim-kac-yiliydi-istanbula-geldiginde-2006-emekli-olmustu-da-araba-almaya-mi-gelmisti-yooem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/?p=5542","title":{"rendered":"

-Abi merhaba
-Merhaba doktorum.<\/p>

Ad\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131n\u0131 daha sonra dillendirece\u011fim.<\/p>

-Ka\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 \u0130stanbul’a geldi\u011finde.<\/p>

-2006<\/p>

-Emekli olmu\u015ftu da araba almaya m\u0131 gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>


-Yoo,em"},"content":{"rendered":"

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-Abi merhaba
-Merhaba doktorum.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131n\u0131 daha sonra dillendirece\u011fim.<\/p>\n

-Ka\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 \u0130stanbul’a geldi\u011finde.<\/p>\n

-2006<\/p>\n

-Emekli olmu\u015ftu da araba almaya m\u0131 gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

-Yoo,emekli de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

-Nas\u0131l y\u00e2ni<\/p>\n

-Biliyorsun,sezonluk i\u015f\u00e7iydi \u00c7aykur’da. Y\u0131l\u0131n alt\u0131 ay’\u0131 \u00e7ay experi olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Alt\u0131 ay bo\u015ftayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bilmiyordum.<\/p>\n

-Bo\u015fta oldu\u011fu d\u00f6nemler hadi maa\u015f alm\u0131yor anlar\u0131m. Sa\u011fl\u0131k g\u00fcvencesi devam etmiyormu bu durumda?<\/p>\n

-Etmiyor!<\/p>\n

-Allah Allah..<\/p>\n

Kendisini bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yata\u011fa mahkum edecek kazaya maruz kalmas\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6neme denk geldi\u011fi i\u00e7in emekli de olamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131!<\/p>\n

Hevesi kursa\u011f\u0131nda elden ayaktan d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

…….<\/p>\n

Mustafa abi ,Kayao\u011flu ile \u00e7ok samimiydiler. G\u00fczel huylu,g\u00fczel ahlakl\u0131 bir insan portresi kalm\u0131\u015f haf\u0131zamda.<\/p>\n

Bu munis zat,hi\u00e7 al\u0131nmaz,aksine y\u00fcz\u00fcnde tebess\u00fcm eksik olmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hafif p\u00f6rtlek g\u00f6zleri,elma yanaklar\u0131 ve k\u0131z\u0131la ka\u00e7an alabros sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evreledi\u011fi y\u00fcz\u00fc sanki \u00e7illi gibiydi.<\/p>\n

Sevimli bir \u0130sko\u00e7 edas\u0131 vard\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n

Mustafa abi’nin has dostuydu.<\/p>\n

Birbirlerine \u00fcnsiyetlerinin etraf\u0131 da nas\u0131l ne\u015felendirdi\u011fini d\u00fcn gibi hat\u0131rlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

…….<\/p>\n

Epitopu bir ka\u00e7 gez g\u00f6rme ve tan\u0131\u015fma f\u0131rsat\u0131m olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

Vesile olan dostlar olunca k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k dost gibi \u0131s\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k birbirimize.<\/p>\n

O yaz \u0130zmit’de k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir Skoda i\u00e7in sahibiyle s\u00f6zle\u015fmi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n

Elinde ki birikimi dostlar\u0131ndan ald\u0131klar\u0131yla denkle\u015ftirip arabay\u0131 teslim ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyalar onun olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

Tecr\u00fcbesi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, kar\u015f\u0131k\u00f6yden bir arkada\u015f\u0131yla anla\u015f\u0131p yola koyulmu\u015flar.<\/p>\n

…….<\/p>\n

Ertesi g\u00fcn Kayao\u011flu Mustafa abim arad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Hoca,Mustafa \u00e2bi kaza yapt\u0131. Yo\u011fun bak\u0131mda!<\/p>\n

Birden kavrayamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

-Hangi Mustafa abi?<\/p>\n

-P\u00f6rge<\/p>\n

……<\/p>\n

Kazan\u0131n oldu\u011fu y\u0131ldan bug\u00fcne,yirmiy\u0131l, tamam\u0131yla yata\u011fa ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 ev hastas\u0131 olarak ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

San\u0131r\u0131m 2008’de Kaya abimle ziyaretine gitti\u011fimizde bizi tan\u0131yamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

……<\/p>\n

B\u00f6ylesi anlarda;<\/p>\n

Ziyaret s\u0131ras\u0131nda kocaman bir burukluk ve bo\u015fluk hissi ruhumuzu esir al\u0131r!<\/p>\n

\u00d6yle ya,k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce sadece bir bak\u0131\u015f ve edayla ileti\u015fim kurabildi\u011fimiz insan,<\/p>\n

ya\u015fayan \u00f6l\u00fc h\u00e2liyle,<\/p>\n

O an sizin \u00e7aresizli\u011finizin ve acziyetinizin timsali gibidir.<\/p>\n

Hareketlerimiz, y\u00fcz ifademiz anlamdan yoksundur.<\/p>\n

Sus pus,\u00f6nun\u00fczde bir noktaya dalars\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

bir\u015feyler geveleyim dedik\u00e7e, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131k\u00e7a batars\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

O \u00e2n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fcnden bir an evvel s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p,kendi hayhuyunuza d\u00f6nmek; uzun s\u00fcre havas\u0131z kald\u0131ktan sonra derin bir oh \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in can atars\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

Sahte g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fck ve tevazu g\u00f6sterisi ile eliniz aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131z birbirine dolan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Geri geri s\u00fcr\u00fcnen ayaklarla sa\u011f avucunuz gah kalbinizde gah ‘Allaha \u0131smarlad\u0131k’ pozisyonunda.<\/p>\n

Ruhunuz d\u00f6tnala yalan d\u00fcnyan\u0131za do\u011fru ko\u015far ha ko\u015far!<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7eklik insan\u0131 bu durumlarda ne kadar da g\u00fcl\u00fcnesi ve ac\u0131nas\u0131 h\u00e2le sokar!<\/p>\n

Muamma ki \u00e7\u00f6zebilene a\u015fk olsun!<\/p>\n

Sanki bir orman yang\u0131n\u0131ndan,bir sel felaketinden ya da depremden sa\u011f kurtulmu\u015fuzdur nerdeyse.!<\/p>\n

….<\/p>\n

Geceli g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u00fc,yedi yirmid\u00f6rt,kazadan bug\u00fcne yirmi y\u0131l hi\u00e7bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k g\u00f6rmeden ve beklemeden buna katlanan,derken belkide m\u00fcfteri oluyorum;<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7ten,Allah r\u0131zas\u0131 i\u00e7in kendini feda eden,vakfeden bir insan\u0131 ;<\/p>\n

B\u00f6ylesi insanlar\u0131 anlatacak,takdir edecek bir s\u00f6z k\u00fcmesi bulan varsa beri gelsin!<\/p>\n

Huzurlar\u0131nda;<\/p>\n

E\u011fik ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z ve yumuk g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz hizas\u0131nda iki avucumuz biti\u015fik kalakalmak!<\/p>\n

Tak\u0131nabilece\u011fimiz en asil tav\u0131r bu olabilir.<\/p>\n

Tek bir s\u00f6z s\u00f6ylemeden, k\u0131p\u0131rdamadan!<\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn duydum ki \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f P\u00f6rge abim.<\/p>\n

Allah gani gani rahmet etsin.<\/p>\n

\u00c7o\u011fumuzun ‘Allah kurtard\u0131’ dedi\u011fini duyar gibiyim.<\/p>\n

Acizler olarak sarfedebildi\u011fimiz tek c\u00fcmle!<\/p>\n

Hikmetinden gafil ve mah\u00e7up oldu\u011fumuzun fark\u0131nda olmak bile nimet!<\/p>\n

……..<\/p>\n

Uzun s\u00fcren \u00e7ileli \u00f6mr\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u0131nda<\/p>\n

Yirmi y\u0131ll\u0131k trajik bu hik\u00e2yenin as\u0131l kahraman\u0131!<\/p>\n

Merhumun e\u015fi.<\/p>\n

Eli \u00f6p\u00fclesi<\/p>\n

Neriman han\u0131mefendi.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki g\u00f6steri\u015fsiz, asil ve vakur;<\/p>\n

B\u00f6ylesi kahramanlar\u0131m\u0131z o kadar \u00e7ok ki!<\/p>\n

Kahir ekseriyeti kad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z!<\/p>\n

Ma\u00e7o ve \u00a0k\u00fclhani tavr\u0131m\u0131zla ne kadar komik oldu\u011fumuzu bi’idrak etsek ne iyi olur.<\/p>\n

Bu da az emek ve fark\u0131ndal\u0131k istemiyor<\/p>\n

…..<\/p>\n

Vefat\u0131 \u00fczerine sorgulay\u0131nca \u00f6\u011frendim. Hayrunnas insanlar el atm\u0131\u015f atmas\u0131na da:<\/p>\n

As\u0131l soru \u015fu:<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fta sorumlusu oldu\u011fum \u0130stanbul Uzung\u00f6l Derne\u011fi olmak \u00fczere,ortal\u0131kta mebzul miktarda Uzung\u00f6l ad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan onca t\u00fczel yap\u0131!<\/p>\n

Bu ve benzeri durumlarda esamisi okunmuyorsa;<\/p>\n

De\u011fil K\u0131\u015f, Rio Festivali d\u00fczenlesek., milyonlar\u0131 alana doldursak, Uzung\u00f6l’\u00fc u\u00e7ana ka\u00e7ana tan\u0131tsak ;<\/p>\n

Ne yazar!<\/p>\n

…….<\/p>\n

Hem birey olarak hem D\u00fcnya olarak i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fumuz ruh h\u00e2lini ne \u015fairane anlatm\u0131\u015f Sezai Karako\u00e7, H\u0131z\u0131rla K\u0131rk Saat \u015eiirinde;<\/p>\n

…….<\/p>\n

Ey ye\u015fil sar\u0131kl\u0131 ulu hocalar bunu bana \u00f6\u011fretmediniz
Bu kesik dansa kar\u015f\u0131 bana bir \u015fey \u00f6\u011fretmediniz
Kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn oldu\u011fu ama mutlu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131
G\u00fcnlere geldim bunu bana \u00f6\u011fretmediniz
H\u00fck\u00fcmdar\u0131n h\u00fck\u00fcmdarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in halka yalvard\u0131\u011f\u0131
Ama yine de e\u015fsiz zul\u00fcmler i\u015fledi\u011fi vakitlere erdim
Bunu bana s\u00f6ylemediniz
\u0130nsanlar havada u\u00e7tu ama yerde \u00f6ld\u00fcler
Bunu bana \u00f6\u011fretmediniz
Karde\u015fim \u0130brahim bana mermer putlar\u0131
Nas\u0131l devirece\u011fimi \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti
Ben de g\u00fcn ge\u00e7mez ki birini patlatmayay\u0131m
Ama siz ka\u011f\u0131ttakileri ve kelimelerdekini ve s\u00f6zlerdekini
nas\u0131l silece\u011fimi \u00f6\u011fretmediniz<\/p>\n

…..<\/p>\n

‘Umulurki \u00f6\u011f\u00fct al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z’
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Zariyat 49.\u00e2yet<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

-Abi merhaba-Merhaba doktorum. Ad\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131n\u0131 daha sonra dillendirece\u011fim. -Ka\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 \u0130stanbul’a geldi\u011finde. -2006 -Emekli olmu\u015ftu da araba almaya m\u0131 gelmi\u015fti. -Yoo,emekli de\u011fildi. -Nas\u0131l y\u00e2ni -Biliyorsun,sezonluk i\u015f\u00e7iydi \u00c7aykur’da. Y\u0131l\u0131n alt\u0131 ay’\u0131 \u00e7ay experi olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Alt\u0131 ay bo\u015ftayd\u0131. Bilmiyordum. -Bo\u015fta oldu\u011fu d\u00f6nemler hadi maa\u015f alm\u0131yor anlar\u0131m. Sa\u011fl\u0131k g\u00fcvencesi devam etmiyormu bu durumda? -Etmiyor! -Allah Allah.. Kendisini […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5543,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"tdm_status":"","tdm_grid_status":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[40],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-5542","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-caykara"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5542","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5542"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5542\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5543"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5542"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5542"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zeleka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}